my personal growth journey

"growing stronger by facing challenges"

It's fascinating how we can grow, even when we feel scared and uncertain. Life constantly offers opportunities to develop, and I've decided to embrace those opportunities with both hands. Recently, I've noticed myself becoming stronger, despite my doubts and fears.

One of the recent challenges I took on was accepting an invitation to sketch live portraits of visitors at an event. Although nerves kicked in when the moment arrived, I went ahead anyway. The positive feedback from both the participants and the organizer gave me an enormous boost. It was an amazing experience that strengthened my confidence in my abilities.

Another exciting challenge was leading a blueprint workshop for a group of adults during a team-building event. And as if that wasn't enough, I found out at the last minute that the workshop had to be conducted in English because there were several non-Dutch speakers in the group. But instead of feeling overwhelmed by this last-minute change, I simply said, "sure, no problem," and went for it with confidence.

These experiences have shown me that I'm improving steadily. I feel a renewed energy to experiment and use more color in my work. This shift in mindset is clearly visible in my creations, which are now more vibrant and dynamic. I'm even working toward an exhibition, and I can't wait to share my latest projects with you all.

My growth process is not limited to my artistic career. During my burnout, issues with our neighbor made my home no longer a safe haven. Unfortunately, this matter is now in the hands of lawyers and the court. Although it still causes tension, my panic attacks have disappeared. I refuse to let fear control my life, and I no longer shy away from confrontations. I try to stay calm and focus on the facts without letting my emotions take over. I am reclaiming control over my life and continue to believe that honesty always wins.

All of this is just part of my personal growth journey. I am determined to keep challenging myself, embrace new opportunities, and continue growing, even if it means stepping out of my comfort zone. And who knows what adventures and discoveries lie ahead? I am ready to welcome them with open arms.